Monday, November 4, 2013

letter.thirty.two 11.04.13 "I'm bakin' like a toasted cheeser out here!"



This week was a good one. It started out a bit rough though. We were working really hard, but no one was showing any interest. We knocked on what felt like a billion doors with no success. My poor greenie was starting to get really down.

Then came the heat... oh my goodnight. I have never sweat so much in my life. It was 37 degrees Celsius. I'm not sure what that amounts to in Fahrenheit but probably around one million. Then there was wind which was kind of nice except that it felt like high powered heater blowing on you, but it did help a bit cause we were so sweaty. Man it was nuts. We also had to ride bikes because we ran out of k's and we biked up all the biggest hills, of course. I was actually kind of enjoying it because I kind of like dramatic things. You know me, but my poor comp. I thought she was going to pass out, so we took a break. Wanna know the best part? Everyone here said it's only going to get worse... I cannot even imagine. I'm going to have to go by a bunch on white short sleeve shirts to wear because any other color is way to hot and I've given up on doing my hair and make up unless we're going to meetings because you sweat it all off anyways. It's great though! These are the kind of stories you want from a mission! You feel like a real missionary!
 
Me and Sister T.
Then we had zone conference. I loved it so much. It was all about the doctrine of Christ, which is my all time favorite topic! It really helped me to remember again my purpose and to focus on it. It was what we needed to pump up our faith. Although Satan tried so hard to get me down. They talked about baptisms a lot and how much they've increased. They showed a slide show of all the baptisms this year and Satan tried to get me to think that I wasn't as good of a missionary as some others because they had tons of baptisms and I have really had none. But, God helped me remember the things that I have learned. I was able to remember the very strong confirmations that I have had from prayers that God is pleased with who I am and what I am doing in my work. Even in that moment when it hurt to see all these other missionaries getting what I dreamed, hoped, and prayed and fasted for I was able to recognize the good in my own work. It was an incredible feeling. I know there are things I still need to work on, but I am doing my best. I am working my hardest and God is pleased, even if other missionaries may not be.

I was also able to see Sister L and it was adorable. She started crying, I love her.
 
At Zone Conference.
Then Sister T and I came home pumped to work even harder and have even more faith. We went out night tracting and set up some good potentials. We planned for an awesome Saturday full of tracting and following up former investigators.

Then morning came... I felt so tired. I could barely keep my eyes open. I tried so hard to make personal study meaningful, but it ended up being just so-so because I kept falling asleep. I did not want to leave the flat. The thought of going out was unbearable sounding. Satan is such a punk. Sister T was feeling the same way, but we had made a commitment so we went out and worked hard. We knocked on three doors in a row and they ALL were interested! It was incredible! We were so blessed. We probably said one million prayers of gratitude.

Then our appointment fell through, but we weren't going to let that get us down. So we prayed for a street. We went there and we found several more people that were interested and one that invited us to teach her right then and there! It was beautiful! We felt so blessed. And we were actually thankful for the slow start to the week because it made the end so much more joyful.

Church was also amazing. Our investigator Lauren came. She is amazing. Her mum is very anti so for Fast Sunday she fasted with us for her mum's heart to be softened. She loved testimony meeting. We had a lesson with her during Relief Society on the Plan of Salvation. It went so well. She hadn't heard most of what we taught, but she felt like it all really made sense. Although part way through she was talking about all the crazy things people say about our church, one of them being that we can become Gods and Goddesses someday. I thought to myself, "oh darn, that one's true." I said a prayer in my heart to know how to help her understand it. The words just came flowing from my mouth. I was able to testify to her that she could someday be a goddess because we are all destined to become like God. We had a recent convert in there with us and he and my companion powerfully double testified. We were all tearing up because the Spirit was so strong. (And we all know I tend to cry when I feel the Spirit.) She said it made sense. I feel so blessed! Man, God was so good to us this week! I feel so incredibly blessed.


I love you all! Thank you for your love, prayers, and support!


letter.thirty.one 10.28.13 ^a newbie^




Well this week has been another good one! If feels like it should be officially summer with the way the weather is but apparently I ain't seen nothin' yet... oh baby. This is gonna be fun… It's already so hot I cannot even imagine, but I'm excited. It will be a fun challenge and hey I've always loved sweating ;) ha  I am already getting brown. I'm gunna be soo dark by the end of summer. And no Michelle, I haven't worn sunscreen yet... I just couldn't be bothered. I'll try to though.

My last few days with Sister L were wonderful. We had some truly incredible lessons and some sweet moments together. We cried a lot but we both knew that this is the right thing. She told me I'll always be her favourite soa :) She is such a beautiful person. She changed me so much. I miss her like crazy, but I LOVE my new companion too!

Her name is Sister T. She's adorable. I love everything about her. She's from NZ and she's 20 years old. She is hilarious, beautiful, but most importantly she's an incredible missionary already. She is so gun! She's keen to work hard and to be obedient! Boom baby. This is going to be a great transfer! She already teaches and talks with people so naturally. I feel so blessed to have such a wonderful companion. I know I'm going to learn a lot from her. We had a great few days together. We've taught a few lessons and we were able to find a new investigator! It was great.

Church was madness this week... we had three investigators there! :) That's huge for us. One of them was the one who became our new investigator! He is the father of a family that was just baptized and he has never come to church until now and HE LOVED IT! Yeeesssss! And let me tell you that is honestly a miracle ... one of those where I was just praying they'd feel the Spirit. We are thrilled that Brother G is now coming to church though! It's taken us quite some time to get to his heart, but I think we've finally done it! He said he'll come next week too! Boo yah!

Another investigator we had there loved it as well! I was so pleased. We're trying really hard to find good fellowship but there are no YSA in the ward. Like literally. Well there are two but they don't go to this ward since there's no YSA. Bum deal. But she loves us. She sticks by our side and loves everything we say, so that's good, but we have got to get fellowship or the hand off will be real bad after she gets baptized. We're praying to know which of the older ladies we should have "adopt" her because I think that's when she'll really start to fit in. She's amazing though.

Notice that I said three came, but I've only mentioned two... well the other one didn't really like it... like at all. So we don't focus on her. But she is still wonderful and hopefully someday she'll be ready to accept the gospel. (she dropped us this morning.)

Last night we were able to go up to a “cottage evening” at the Lindsay's for many people who have been joining the church in WA. Not many missionaries got to go because of limited space, but they asked me to sing so we were able to go. I was so glad. The singing went really well. I was very blessed, but what I really loved is the talk that they showed. It was one given by Pres. Uchtdorf where he talks about the hands of the statue of Christ missing, but mostly he talks about love and how love is the ultimate motive. He talked about how it was only love that could have motivated the Atonement. It was just what I needed to hear. Sometimes I still wonder about if I have made the right conclusions about love being THE most important thing. Love is what should be motivating everything that I do. I have really been striving for that on my mission and I fall short a lot, but it was good to be reminded that this is what I should be focusing on. I am so thankful for the Savior's infinite love so that we all can live with God again. I am thankful for the opportunity to have a beautiful new missionary and to be part of this great work. I love you all!