Wednesday, June 4, 2014

letter fifty.nine 05.11.14 cold showers and chicken nibblies


with companions: Sister S and Sister T



First of all can I just say it was soo fun to talk to you all! It was so good to hear your voices, although I did miss all those of you who couldn't be there, but I understand.



This week flew by. It started off with a beautiful zone meeting about developing Christ-like attributes. I have come so far on my mission, but in the eternal perspective I still have so far to go. I'm excited about the growth I will achieve in these last months on my mission and for the rest of my life.
One of the things I'm really trying to work on is patience and listening with love. We had an investigator this week that we were trying to teach and there is a language barrier and she's quite stubborn. She wasn't really letting us talk about the lesson and was trying to take it off topic... that is something that I always struggle to be patient with and we were late for our next appointment, which is a test of my patience. I hate being late. I lost a bit of my cool. I wasn't rude but I was definitely impatient. I was so dissappointed in myself, but then I prayed and asked for Heavenly Father to help me have patience and it helped a bit but I was still feeling pretty down.



So later this week we went to meet with a less active who is old and very stubborn and is the queen of taking it off topic. So I went in determined to be a loving listener with patience. And with God's help I was really able to. I felt so much love and peace as I listened and loved her and then was also able to keep her a bit more on track. It was such a beautiful feeling. I was so thankful. God is so good to me. I am going to keep praying and working on that until it becomes my strength. I know it's possible with God's help.
 
getting grumpy face.
We also found this beautiful, old Italian couple that we started teaching. They are so adorable and sweet. It is hard to communicate well, but we will take it very slow with them and thankfully the spirit speaks the same language to everyone.

One of the biggest miracles this week for me was Sunday. This week has been a rollercoaster. I have been so happy and so frustrated all week.  I have felt very alone sometimes.  But it's really helped me grow.

Why I'm telling you all this is because it's part of the miracle. It was perfect timing that I was able to talk to our family this week, I just needed to talk to people that loved me a lot and know how to show it in a way that makes me feel loved and important.

Then we went to Sunday school and the WML taught the most inspired lesson. It was exactly what I needed to hear. He started out the lesson by saying, "I know some of you may feel surrounded by people but completely alone, this lesson is for you." The whole lesson was perfect for me. It was beautiful and it was such clear evidence of God's love for me. He cared enough to inspire Brother S to prepare a lesson that was meant just for me. God is good to me.

I love you all so much. I am so thankful for the prayers and love and support that I get from all of you. I really needed it at certain times this week.
  
And to give you all a little glimpse of the real life here we have eaten sweet chili chicken nibblies 4 days in a row this past week. Man they are so good and sooo cheap. You know how I get when I have a craving, I can't help but just eat it all the time. I'm sure I'll get sick of it soon... maybe… but they are so good. I'll have to make them for you when I get home.


And there was about 3 days when we had very little hot water and basically no water pressure and then there was a full day where we had literally NO hot water. And remember, it's winter here. Yup it was pretty cold this week, which made the cold water even more of an adventure. Gotta love the joys of mission life:)


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