Tuesday, October 8, 2013

letter.twenty.eight 10.07.13 ^a once in a lifetime opportunity^


I have had the most incredible past few days. First of all, I LOVED the temple. It gave me a whole new perspective. I am so thankful for the revelation that comes through temple attendance. I'm also especially grateful for the power that comes from it. I felt that power in my life this past week. I have had more self-discipline and been able to be much more in tune with the Spirit, which is exactly what I needed for these past few days.

After the temple we got great news that we would be receiving a mini missionary! Most missionaries don't even get to have one mini missionary experience let alone two! I feel so blessed! They told us we would just be getting one girl and she would be in a trio with us and that she would be from my old stake.
 
Waiting for our mini missionaries with the assistants.
Naturally, we were thrilled! So we get down there (to the train station) and we're waiting to find out who is with us and the assistants get up to announce companionships. They finally get to us and it turns out that we were actually getting two; my companion would be with Tori, the girl whose baptism I sang at not too long ago! I was so excited! I love her! She and I have gotten real close. Then, I found out that I would be with her friend Taylor who is not a member. Yes, ladies and gentlemen you read that correctly, NOT a member. She had only been to church once. In her life. She hadn't even really been religious. She just felt she was supposed to go on this mini mission with Tori because she wants to change her life! Can you say GOLDEN?!?!
With our mini missionaries.
What other missionary can say that they got to bring an investigator to live with them for 5 days? Yeah, not many. She is amazing. I feel so blessed. We still go out and teach even though she literally didn't know anything before we came. I have been teaching her in every spare minute that we have. She is asking amazing questions and is so open to learning. She keeps telling me that she knows she's here for a reason.

I wish I had time to tell you everything about her. She is beautiful and she is just starting to believe in God and know that He is there. She has already had so much experience with the Spirit, she just didn't know it until now. She says the most beautiful prayers and this has been her first time praying. She has been reading the Book of Mormon and she LOVED church.  I cannot even describe how much I love her.

On Sunday we do our studies at night because church is during our normal study times. Taylor and I were studying together and it was one of the best conversations I have ever had. I feel so uplifted from her. I was fasting and praying that I would be able to follow the Spirit and teach her how she needed, since this is a very unique situation and let me tell you, the Spirit has been leading all of our conversations. It has been amazing.

When we were talking Sunday night we talked about God and how He knows and loves us individually. We talked about prayers and how to make them more sincere. I felt God's love for her so strongly that it brought tears to my eyes. It was a beautiful hour that we had and one that I will never forget. I was able to testify of the reality of the Atonement and that through baptism we can be clean. She wants to be baptized and not just for the sake of it, but because she really wants to change her life for the better. She is amazing. She is a beautiful example of courage, faith, and love.

We also had an amazing personal and companionship study this morning where we were able to read 2 Nephi 31 together. It was the picture perfect lesson. We were discussing what each verse meant for her personally. She recognizes the Spirit so well. She kept saying that she has been feeling an amazing happy feeling and like this is just right. I was able to testify that that is the Spirit. She is so excited to get baptized. She doesn't say “if” anymore, but “when”. She said again this morning that she knows we were supposed to meet each other and that now as she looks back she can see that God has been a part of her life always.

We also discussed the commandments and she loved them. She is so anxious to do everything that God wants her to do and she also told me this morning that she wants to serve a mission someday because she has loved it so much. I don't ever want to give her back! I love her!

I am so blessed to be able to have this once in a lifetime experience. After our study last night we both looked at each other and we knew we would never forget each other as we both teared up. She will always hold a special place in my heart. She thinks that I have uplifted her, but in truth, she's the one that's done the uplifting. She is God's beautiful gift of an eternal friend to me.

In other good news! I had my first baptism... well kind of. It wasn't “mine” at all, but a woman that my trainer and I found and then Sister F and I taught and set a date with got baptized on Saturday. Apparently the baptism was beautiful. The assistants texted me to tell me that she was so happy and that she mentioned me in her testimony. How adorable is that? Of course Satan tried to twist this by making me feel bad that I wasn't there for the end of her teaching and that I will never see anyone progress from finding to baptism, but then I reminded myself, that I don't care about that. I just want to bring souls closer to Christ. If I never see someone through the whole process from finding to baptism, so be it, as long as I'm bringing people closer to Christ.

I feel so overwhelmingly blessed this week. God has been so good to me. Lata getting baptized, Taylor being my mini missionary, Tori coming to stay with us as well, and my testimony being strengthened daily. I know that God is our loving Heavenly Father and that He knows us on a personal and individual level. He knew I needed Taylor in my life right now and I am so thankful for that.

I love you all. Thank you for the love, support and prayers. It means the world to me. I'm praying for you all.


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