Tuesday, October 22, 2013

letter.thirty 10.22.13 "love changes everything"


 
No worries, she wasn't going anywhere without a helmet, just in the church parking lot.

I can't believe this transfer has come and gone. I feel like I just got here with Sister L. This has been BY FAR my favorite transfer. I honestly don't know how any other transfer could beat it. I feel so blessed. When I found out about this transfer I wasn't looking forward to it, but turns out God knew MUCH better than I did. I have loved my district. We have such a good time together and we all work really hard. It's been amazing. More than anything else this transfer though, I have loved serving with Sister L. We are best friends and she has been just what I needed. She has loved me for me and has helped me really be the crazy weirdo I really am. We have found so much joy in the work together.
 
Como District on a P-day.

One of the best parts of the week was during comp inventory; she told me that I was her favorite companion. It's something that doesn't matter too much, but it meant a lot to me, because I love her so much and to feel the love reciprocated was an amazing feeling. I have been praying all week that I would be able to accept God's will for transfers. I didn't think we'd get separated though because we've only been together one transfer. Wrongo Bongo.

On Saturday we got a call from the assistants. They chatted for a second and then they asked if I would talk to them and take it off loudspeaker... my heart dropped. I didn't want to be split up. Then they told me that God wanted me to be a trainer this next transfer. Honestly, I was shocked. I didn't even think of that as a possibility. I knew as they said it though, that it was God's will. I know this is what He wants and needs to happen in this next transfer. I'm very thankful I know that because otherwise I would have been too sad.

Even with that confirmation from the Spirit, when I got off the phone and told Soa (comp in Samoan, that's what we call each other) that we were getting split up, we both bawled our eyes out and just hugged each other for 10 minutes straight. I am going to miss her soo much. I'm trying to soak up every last minute I have with her. It's been the greatest six weeks of my mission, but I know that God will continue to bless both of us with what we need and with opportunities to grow and I'm thankful for that. I'm leaving it all in His hands, because Heaven knows you can't trust my judgment.:)

I know that I also am not good enough to train someone, but God is. I am praying that I will be able to love this new sister with all my heart and help her feel happy, loved, and a desire to work hard. It's going to be a great transfer, not because I'm good, but because God is good and we will have to rely on Him.

We've also had many miracles this week. We found 3 new 'gators! All of which were miracles. We spent a whole two days biking our booties off. We basically ran out of k's and we had to bike for an hour one way to get to several appointments. It was fun though. We laughed about it a lot, but because we've been on bikes it means we have a lot less time to actually teach because we have to book in a lot of time for travel. But God blessed us. One of them was especially miraculous. A man just walked into church on Sunday saying he passed by and wanted to learn more. He stayed for Sunday school and we scheduled an appointment to see him this week! Ah! How cool is that?! God truly is hastening His work. God is good to us. 

It's been a beautiful last week together and you better believe we're going to live up these last few days by working hard as I can! I will be eternally grateful for this transfer and Sister L and how she has changed me. God is good to me. 

I love you all and I’m praying for you. Thank you all for your love and supports. 



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