Monday, November 4, 2013

letter.thirty.two 11.04.13 "I'm bakin' like a toasted cheeser out here!"



This week was a good one. It started out a bit rough though. We were working really hard, but no one was showing any interest. We knocked on what felt like a billion doors with no success. My poor greenie was starting to get really down.

Then came the heat... oh my goodnight. I have never sweat so much in my life. It was 37 degrees Celsius. I'm not sure what that amounts to in Fahrenheit but probably around one million. Then there was wind which was kind of nice except that it felt like high powered heater blowing on you, but it did help a bit cause we were so sweaty. Man it was nuts. We also had to ride bikes because we ran out of k's and we biked up all the biggest hills, of course. I was actually kind of enjoying it because I kind of like dramatic things. You know me, but my poor comp. I thought she was going to pass out, so we took a break. Wanna know the best part? Everyone here said it's only going to get worse... I cannot even imagine. I'm going to have to go by a bunch on white short sleeve shirts to wear because any other color is way to hot and I've given up on doing my hair and make up unless we're going to meetings because you sweat it all off anyways. It's great though! These are the kind of stories you want from a mission! You feel like a real missionary!
 
Me and Sister T.
Then we had zone conference. I loved it so much. It was all about the doctrine of Christ, which is my all time favorite topic! It really helped me to remember again my purpose and to focus on it. It was what we needed to pump up our faith. Although Satan tried so hard to get me down. They talked about baptisms a lot and how much they've increased. They showed a slide show of all the baptisms this year and Satan tried to get me to think that I wasn't as good of a missionary as some others because they had tons of baptisms and I have really had none. But, God helped me remember the things that I have learned. I was able to remember the very strong confirmations that I have had from prayers that God is pleased with who I am and what I am doing in my work. Even in that moment when it hurt to see all these other missionaries getting what I dreamed, hoped, and prayed and fasted for I was able to recognize the good in my own work. It was an incredible feeling. I know there are things I still need to work on, but I am doing my best. I am working my hardest and God is pleased, even if other missionaries may not be.

I was also able to see Sister L and it was adorable. She started crying, I love her.
 
At Zone Conference.
Then Sister T and I came home pumped to work even harder and have even more faith. We went out night tracting and set up some good potentials. We planned for an awesome Saturday full of tracting and following up former investigators.

Then morning came... I felt so tired. I could barely keep my eyes open. I tried so hard to make personal study meaningful, but it ended up being just so-so because I kept falling asleep. I did not want to leave the flat. The thought of going out was unbearable sounding. Satan is such a punk. Sister T was feeling the same way, but we had made a commitment so we went out and worked hard. We knocked on three doors in a row and they ALL were interested! It was incredible! We were so blessed. We probably said one million prayers of gratitude.

Then our appointment fell through, but we weren't going to let that get us down. So we prayed for a street. We went there and we found several more people that were interested and one that invited us to teach her right then and there! It was beautiful! We felt so blessed. And we were actually thankful for the slow start to the week because it made the end so much more joyful.

Church was also amazing. Our investigator Lauren came. She is amazing. Her mum is very anti so for Fast Sunday she fasted with us for her mum's heart to be softened. She loved testimony meeting. We had a lesson with her during Relief Society on the Plan of Salvation. It went so well. She hadn't heard most of what we taught, but she felt like it all really made sense. Although part way through she was talking about all the crazy things people say about our church, one of them being that we can become Gods and Goddesses someday. I thought to myself, "oh darn, that one's true." I said a prayer in my heart to know how to help her understand it. The words just came flowing from my mouth. I was able to testify to her that she could someday be a goddess because we are all destined to become like God. We had a recent convert in there with us and he and my companion powerfully double testified. We were all tearing up because the Spirit was so strong. (And we all know I tend to cry when I feel the Spirit.) She said it made sense. I feel so blessed! Man, God was so good to us this week! I feel so incredibly blessed.


I love you all! Thank you for your love, prayers, and support!


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